Wth

It's been an downright emotional week. (No, not because I don't get much from Budget and Toto, or the death of Narnia's ED.) Of all people, I have to "provoke" a female with mere few words. Sometimes I wonder if how I felt is how men would normally feel. My deepest sympathy to you men... I know how oversensitive women can be. Sometimes I hate being one.

That unnecessary confrontation near midnight and the subsequent staring at Ks' photos led to a breakdown. I held my tongue for all the things I want to say and even attempted to appease her like the way her boyfriend/husband would, as if it's my big boo-boo.

And there are some other stuff... I can't say much on MY blog and MY FB. Silently screaming. Dear God, this is so tough. I feel like someone died. I think it's me.