Matters of the heart

It started just before Good Friday. It has been rather eventful the past two weeks and most of me am flat out in every aspect.

A galfriend's dad passed away... on her birthday. Enough said. I'm not rested and neither did I spend time on my business. The entire time being there for her reminds me of my late granny and Coffee...

Plus I'm having relationship woes - one that's desirable and another the totally reverse. With bliss on one hand, there's always a price to pay on the other. Ugh. Yet it is still up to me to accept it as a positive experience because it just further affirms what I want, what I love and what really matters to me.

These probably explains the insomnia I had for a few days and I had to deal with it using sleeping pills, just for two nights. As for the more-than-a-week-long gastric, I just managed to feel better yesterday because of my stubbornness. It's all in all energy sapping. I lost 2 kilos in a twinkle of an eye and I am having trouble holding some clothes up.

Being back in church helps, spending time with friends and K helps... And to you, you and you, thanks for being there for me.